I am so speechless right now. I’m tired. Tired of getting lied to, tired of something getting hidden for me, just tired of pretty much everything. I wish I can find a guy that can take care of me and not to hurt me. Why am I still hoping that you’ll change? I really thought we would be together and not end like this. I thought you were gonna be that guy. The guy that I can always be honest with, the guy that I can tell anything to, the guy that I won’t hide anything to, and the guy that does the same for me. I guess I was wrong. I was honest to you from the start.. I don’t know what I did wrong. I really don’t. I’m so confused. I really do wanna stay with you. But I just can’t take how you treat me. I know I deserve better. This is why I left. Hopefully you realize how much you’ve hurt me, how many tears I cried for you, but I don’t know. I’m not gonna say I’m sorry. Because i know nothing is my fault. I never lied to you, I never hid anything from you, I didn’t do anything to you. I don’t know why I deserve this. I’ll keep praying. But if it’s god’s will, I’m willing to accept that we really are not for each other.
